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Colin M. One of those great EPs where each song is my favorite until the next one plays. I love Gene Wildest and wish they had 1000x more followers on here. Favorite track: My Jagged Point of View.
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I never saw the future As clearly as I see That every soul that you were Is somehow part of me And every omen lately Is coming back again It’s too late to persuade me That nothing real could end But still I prefer to pretend The same reincarnation That brought this back to life Is a sweet hallucination That all things lost survive I realize how this may seem I’m smiling, lost at sea This psychedelic daydream Became reality And this broken simulation Has made me well aware Of the constant realization That you’ll always be there Because your ghost is everywhere
No need to keep pretending Just go before you're gone I see the doom impending And I know it won't be long Ampersand I understand My heart is still the same as once before And as it pulses in your hand That blood spilled on the floor is just The last subtle reminder I'm still human after all I hope that I'm not right About the hollow veins in you Somehow you're still alive Not changed and nothing new Although I've been dismembered My surrender was sent Have I just misremembered? Or just wanted to forget I can't pretend I want to spend time Trying to win an apocalyptic war I wish that I could just ignore Not knowing what I'm dying for And pray that I can override The confines of this human form again I hope that I'm not right About the hollow veins in you Somehow you're still alive Not changed and nothing new I'm sure that I’ll survive As mortals tend to do But once you see the light I doubt you'll make it through
Leave me by the wayside Just take me far away As long as you still realize That nothing ever stays And everything will rust And part of you will die As long as you adjust To everything in time I lived forever in sweet confusion Never knowing the past or all the love I destroyed I’m only realizing now all I remember’s a complete illusion And nothing ever lasts All you can do is enjoy Whatever seems to be good Whatever’s here today Is only here because we should Let it dissipate But it all comes back in time Sometimes all you have to do is say goodbye But maybe it’s a blessing Or beauty that’s disguised As anything that’s missing From the darkness in your eyes
Is anybody out there? Is anybody home? You clever devil, how dare You leave me all alone Now that the fire is fading I don’t mind taking the blame I’d gotten tired of waiting I needed something to change If ever there’s a reason For terrifying you It’s that you don’t believe in My jagged point of view Is anybody listening? Or have you tuned me out? The storyline is missing The fallout it’s about
Reset 03:40
Well maybe I don’t wanna change Because I’m terrified The world is dark and kind of strange Or am I? I can’t decide I only wanna reset to Remember what it’s like As every moment connects to Become a sign of life If everyone that I met knew What this would be in time I wouldn’t wanna forget to Remember what it’s like I’m sorry, but I can’t explain Or set life in rewind I never know what I should say Or want the words to find


released July 30, 2021

All songs written and performed by Gene Wildest:
Dave Ashcraft - drums
Brian Corbett - guitar, vocals
Sean Corbett - bass
Rob Ealer - guitar

Auxiliary percussion on "All Things Lost Survive" played by Matt Weber

Recorded, engineered, and mixed by Matt Weber at The Gradwell House in Haddon Heights, NJ

Mastered by Dave Downham

Album art by Jason Brueck


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